It seems dryness on my skin is fading away which safely concludes
weather here is changing, at times I fail to figure out which one suits me the
most. In last few months I have been through a very different voyage of discovery,
trying to figure out meaning of everything to least concerned about anything.
Is this what they say about being childish to growing up mature?
As soon as your horizon expands you become more of a center of attention for
your own self. Lately I got a chance to see people who try to unfold miseries
related to you that you aren’t looking at even. I fail to decide whether being judgmental
would help here or not. Giving positive notion to every action doesn’t seem appropriate
but it saves me from a lot of hassle. ‘I-don’t-care’
attitude is ruling it seems.
It seems I am living
in a pretty naive world where nothing is making any sense to me and one by one I
am conquering stages of life. Few days back I heard a guy talking to another
that life is important but money is not. He lost his daughter who had measles.Even
I had measles when I was a kid who thought this would become life threatening disease
for someone.
May be he means life is now so celebrate it now; whereas most
of us keep preparing ourselves to face challenges ahead. Both of the things are
correct. Happiness is not only about hanging out, trying wild things, watching movies,
reckless nonstop chattering. It seems people are too reckless to stop for a
while. Or maybe that’s how money buys happiness. Happiness can be sitting in front of a heater
or tucked in a blanket under arms of your mom’s or a loved one listening to old
stories. Does it count as happiness too? It seems I have stopped counting good or
bad times so when someone asks me ‘how have you been’? I say pretty good
without considering if it was good bad or ok.
Life is going pretty straight these days with having
everything around but no attempt to arrange jigsaw puzzles scattered in front
of me. These kind of things don’t seem to influence my mind any more. I am more
static nowadays not putting extra burden on my mind just living it the way most
of us live. Like a kite tied with a thread moving on sky taking strange turns
and curves but somehow someone managed to keep it on sky until dawn that makes
it disappear to eyes.
What up these days people? Anything worth sharing ? =)
