Tuesday, April 8, 2014

You were there


Their eyes were watching god. This is the only thing I could read standing at the distance. No matter how overzealous and haughty their presentation may be. How poor and devastating their situation may be.  They had blood gushing through the veins which you can’t openly see and gaze. You would see it moving; making thick and thin alleys through their bodies. They keep it hidden to maintain a balance. There are only few who want to break themselves to be chastised because they know people are worse than god so they always held great hopes in him. Hope and wait were two things that characterized them as human. Only thing you could see in their appearance. No matter who they were and what they did. They were looking at their god.

I know you were there, in every possible demeanor
You were there
In forgotten past, struggling present and hopeful future
You were there
In every plight, in every success that was near
You were there
In balmy nights, in every resort, where there were dreamers
You were there
When sun did shine and there was nothing but morning between us

Wednesday, March 26, 2014

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This day has come after such a long …

After such a long …
I was able to hear myself
In the brightest of hours
In the dullest of potion
I could hear my bones crackling sound
In the midst of darkness
I found myself wide awake
Nothing to leave, nothing to break

After such a long …
I was able to remove the mask
And float in the musk of exhilaration that wasn't in control
This day has brought back all healthy emotions
No meaning, no connotation
The loneliness, the quietness surrounds my existence
I could see myself reaching the innocence of a child
The dreams of a dreamer
the churn outside
This all is so vivid...
I feel so fragile
To break myself into pieces and survive.
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She floats in the paradigm of moving circles, joy laughter being its culture.
She looks for a place to hide.
To see what is left, what she took by. 
She wants to be alone and feel the freedom,
For a moment also think she could control all the demons. 
Inside she is volatile and looks so calm…
She might ignore your existence, don’t be alarmed.