Rush Hour

If to worry could solve my problems I must have worried whole day and whole night but it came to me that worrying is not only squeezing my energies but also making me weaker on this promising day.

I also inferred that my thought processes were diverted more towards pessimism rather than being energetic and strong. These lessons were fed by nature in chunks and hence taking its due time for evaluation.

Today I planned to take an off from my office and managed to see daylight happenings as well. Half of my day was spent following the sun shines; something that was so soothing and making my chilled bones active. I was glad to see a lot of birds chirping; Alas! My digitally to good to be true life has nothing in it that can make me praise this nature! 

I could see a lot of kids playing in street shouting aloud, running behind guys selling pop corns and ice cream. Fearless laughter, pranks and a little girl who is jumping on her feet and her feet taking turn with the snapping of her fingers. Humming in such a careless attitude; so overwhelmed; totally rolling in imagination.

 I had no idea how time slipped by ; I kept gazing at them and it also felt that I had wanting eyes ; a sadness occupied me somehow; something completely uninvited  ; I can’t be careless ; can’t be totally free ; sometimes I also feel I have lost myself in crowd and I need to accumulate myself to always keep it intact. Sometimes I want to hide, sometimes I want to rule.

Half of my heart is ready to take up challenges; the other half is just introvert; removes this fever.

Still new day seems to bring a lot of new things to catch up with. I wish to hinder my own self finding answers in others eyes. They don’t have vision as preemptive and as prepared as yours is for your own good.

Follow your intuitions they are somehow carrying all of the answers; sometimes we miss to interpret them well; sometimes we over write them but they come back to us; knock the door asking for another evaluation.

Hope you all are doing well and running at a good pace =))

See you again very soon.

Take Care 

Remember ~

Remember those days …

Where wishes were flowers never plucked from the garden

And smile was priceless as breaking sheer momentum

Remember that ceiling

Where we opened our arms and felt we are flying

And also few outrageous one always kept crying…

Remember that whisper

Where I came closer to you and blew off some secret

We giggled whole day and night was spent with no regret.

Remember that love

Where we cared each other like never forgotten

And love was as pure as some divine emotion.

Now,

Dreams are scattered like petals under feet

And smile means something that cannot be vividly seen

And flying is away only running seems behind …

And secrets is broken like a cruel famine

And love stays beyond my dubious mind…

( The inspiration behind writing this piece of random poetry at this time;  where my eyes seems to be dropping down is that i saw bunch of mischievous kids today ; while my gaze was pointed at them so they had some random whispers and giggles and astonishment.Believe me i could have extended it manifolds but i refrain )

                         BTW Remember when we were one of them =)