Tring! Tring! Another morning, I hoop myself in blanket and move up a bit, rubbing my eyes and my firm and square developed habit of looking at time; my mobile, begging this god forsaken clock for few more minutes hoping that everything will halt for a moment to observe my short lived sleep and then promise! I will wake up active, up and running.
On the other side is my niece asking for
something and I feign by every meaning telling her that I can’t speak
right now and messaging her supersonic .I am unwell and was looking for
some sleep but nah!
This mobile
addiction : I saw plenty of messages asking for forgiveness and my eyes
popping out a bit more(I liked the idea if people can forgive us that
way,take a stamp and keep it for the day of judgment), some are
wishing me 2011 and few stanzas describing and declaring 2010 as
something bright and propitious. With my nephews reminding on even a
sunny day about a rainy day quoting ‘happy raining season’ which
actually made me move a bit to see outside the window, if it was
actually raining? but sun showed up; by keenly throwing some of the rays
on my face and made me bent my eyes Ya! Ya! You have power, happy!? And
sternly the curtains closed.So I sent him an angry smiley asking him
where the rain is? And he promptly replying that 'yesterday it was!'
Believe
it or not, these events make me somewhat excited as well, there is a
big wooden clock on the huge wall and everybody, repeat it silently and
you will realize the intensity; everybody is gazing at that clock, this
image is knitted by my mind so don’t confuse it with the London’s city …
Minutes
hand moves slowly and steadily ahead, silence surrounds and clock
tickles, making us move closer, one by one people adding up the crowd:
and …and the three hands meet at common juncture its 12 :00:00 , unknown yelling,shouting out loud, some are interfering voices, few breaking
the rhythm, we somehow stepped into the new world together.
We
have had our hands completely ringed and locked, hoping that we will see
this new day together, secretly praying never to let go of this hand,
closing this chapter of bickering, may be for some, eliminating
distress, increasing the patience and tolerance for each other, this
time no ripples come between you and me.Lets start loving each other again.
Hmmm! So much that I
can’t carve out by words, as the last December rain that made me go
numb and making me absolutely go maniac about it, I can’t get rid of
those beautiful scenes and I don’t want to pollute them either, things
that normally get old are sometimes get ridden off, as I would like to
get rid of my old clothes and shoes but this! may be not …
This
last night of 2010 we sat by the woods, fired up, smoking away all the
glitches and happiness making us go high, we feel each other within the
nibbles of wood, within the noise of fire.Your golden face glowing as
if sun plies for a new twist .We both see at this beautiful
amalgamation of noise and glowing charm where darkness surround, at
least we have nothing else to pay heed to, just you and me and this
center of attention, where the world lighting up in your afterglow.
We
passed the night looking at it soothing down as the passion goes down
after so much of glorification and exuberance, lets aggregate ourselves
again, lets forgive the pain and forget the differences: as we saw the
sun rising up together, as together we make so much better… let entwine
our energies for once , let’s start living again.
My world of word would never come to an and and this page surely would, I wish you all a very happy and healthy year ahead =)
P.S.
Kashmiri kids are really on a mild extremism side, my brother asked my
little cousin to have a new year bash (while kidding) and he raised his
eyebrow and declared to already have entered into his new year one
month before. I agree with him but lets enjoy, for 'YOU' and 'I' make a
beautiful world together.
Not today! Just everyday!
*Allah bless us all*
Don't forget to change the date, I always miss it =S
We have had our hands completely ringed and locked, hoping that we will see this new day together,...
ReplyDeleteAWESOM!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR sweetheart :) and i wish and pray that your world of words may never come to end :) inshaAllah!!
keep on posting!!
oh wow... that was such a sweet write up... i love the last line!
ReplyDeletehappy new year to you too sweety :) <3
"and he raised his eyebrow and declared to already have entered into his new year one month before"
ReplyDeletei like this statement as its not extreme its hold lots of meaning and lessons for us ... how old that kid is ... ?
thankyou madiha ,warmsunshine =)
ReplyDeletezunair he is 10 =)